Honestly wish I had some big master plan to reveal, but it was several weeks of crying at home and crying at work, stressing out my husband and ranting to everyone around me. And then one day I thought, I am not doing this anymore. I don’t know how this is going to work, but I will find a way to make it work. I’d already started developing the coaching idea a couple of months prior, but now I can properly focus on it.
I also need to give a lot of credit to @Alex_LeMay who was my coach starting in September and not that he pushed me into any of this, but a lot my personal development and realization of this was due to our conversations.