Aw Sunny I’m sorry you’re having a rough week! Me either, if we’re being honest.
I love making web series for the same reasons as you, plus I love being my own boss. Part of that is my control-freak nature, but also, I like being able to create something and be in charge of it and nurture it and put it out in the world. I like that it’s mine, and that other talented people can help me shape it to make it ours, and I love watching other people love it, even if only one or two people ever do.